previously loved

11th February 2020

The shadows encompass my existence

Here in my cornered gloom.

Inside they dare to wander

Searching for old but new.

Perched high on brave display,

Once my visage all were raptured.

Eternal spotlight warmed sweet faces

My purpose and delight entwined.

So fond was felt my presence then,

Under the sun no brighter light.

Could any steal my warm embrace?

Kisses bestowed from dusk till dawn

Surely none could relegate.

Halt! a broken bulb of shattered dreams.

All radiance blinkered out.

The lamp of soul swung swiftly

Elsewhere to be snuffed.

Sojourned to the forgotten recesses.

Yesterday, today, forever

Life still resides yet

Vicariously.

I Am Penitent.

Light Allowed

To Heal?

Space

I am the hole between your teeth, the bit your tongue cannot reach, where gristle annoys and the dentist torments.

I am the place behind the settee, where a child runs to hide and make their den and only those with the proper password gain entrance.

I am up there amongst the stars, the place man has always stared and yearned to be.

I am that unreachable spot where your arm slides in and your fingertips rake to reach for your fallen car keys.

I am the excuse for a relationship breakup. Something needed but without end.

I am the gap between train and platform which instills fear with every long stretched step.

I am a void where nothing yet everything exists. All will pass through me yet none will touch me.

I am the most used key on the keyboard, the long one your thumb taps to separate words and give them meaning.

I am the distance between two broken hearts desiring to reunite one day.

I am between land and atmosphere, the dwelling place of birds and metal dreams.

I am a gutter where a rolling ball aims to avoid.

I am the difference between feeling uncomfortable and intimately loved.

I am needed yet often derided. I maintain order yet too much of me alienates.

I am devoid of clutter. Those with a messy disposition try to destroy me. Those with wisdom create me to bring order.

I am the crack between the curtains where the morning sunlight pours in to waken and annoy.

I am above your head and beneath your roof. To reach me requires a ladder yet many are fearful to see me.